LIVE..LOVE..LAUGH

Hi bloggers! It's been a long weeks since I've decided not to post my new entry here. Actually, this past few weeks I'm sick, tired, confused, and in pain. It's so hard for me to decide and let things go (to let go of someone I really love) but that's the reality and the only thing I can do is to face it. There's a lot of things coming in and out on my mind, lot of questions to myself, thinking what IF... and confused in so many things. I don't know if my decision was good or bad, the only thing I know is IT WON'T NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. I know everything happens for a reason and God knows what reason and purpose is that. I tried to fix this problem alone and lay it in the right place but I think it didn't work. I realized that if you had a problem in your relationship, the partners must work it together. I always pray to God that I want him to be my future and still I'm praying for it but i don't know if it's still happen after all these things. God only knows that.

Inspite and despite of all my worries and fears i took all the consequences because I loved him. I never thought and said to myself that it's not worthy because I learned a lot from him. People won't see that but I'm still thankful and happy when I met him and became part of my life. (See how love runs into my life) hehehe...I believe and trust God that for Him "All things are possible." I had read in the Purpose Driven Book that, you may feel you are facing an impossible situation, but the Bible says "God...is able to do more far more than we would ever dare to ask or even dream of - infinitely beyond our highest prayers, desires, thouhgts, or hopes." I was reminded just how easy it is to slip into distance, disconnection and disharmony with the people around me and what a gift it is to have another opportunity to heal what is unhealed inside me. Always remember that when you love, there are four things you need to give importance (communication, time, love, and attention).

I read this to the site of Susie and Otto Collins it says there that, "It isn't always easy to do--but one of the keys to healing any situation in your life when there is pain is to find ways to allow yourself to feel all of your feelings--whatever they are--and to acknowledge that the pain is there. We've discovered that physical pain can and usually does mask emotional pain. When we can recognize what's underneath our physical pain, acknowledge it and maybe talk about it, both the emotional and physical pain begins to lessen. The idea is to shift your attention to be with your pain, to feel it and allow yourself to move through it, giving you another opportunity to heal perhaps something deeper than you realized. It may mean getting some support in the way of therapy to help you move through your pain and heal a broken heart--or it might be taking some time to meditate, do some journaling, talk to a friend or take a walk by yourself in the woods." And yes, I agreed.

In right time and in God's right time everything will be fine.
LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH AGAIN ♥♥